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CAll us the OuTcAsT
May. 23rd, 2006
09:38 am - OMG It's been forever
OKAY!...so lets see..it's been for fucking ever since i've been on here...whats new???
WEll..I get out of school for the summer this thursday...that's exciting..I can't wait for the summer...i'm going to go to tennessee for probably like a week...to see where i wnat to move...(* oh yeah for those of you who don't know i'm moving to tennessee next summer lol *)
I went to mexico over spring break...lmao...omg i can't wait to go again...i had so much fucking fun...and thank god i ran into devin and clement when i was wandering around cause otherwise i would have been screwed... well there's tons of hilarious stories i could get into about mexico but i'm not going to..lol..
i got a new dirtbike....KLX 125 it's pretty sweet lol...me and aritbey are taking it out this weekend
ANd I found out that my buddies jordan gullet and ashley got engaged/....they are soo cute together! I better be invited to the wedding lol
Well other that stuff i guess nothing is really to new here..
*Ride or die nigga* (As sarah would say lol)
~*Tiffany*~
calmFeb. 26th, 2006
08:19 pm
My life lately has been hella exciting i guess... new people, new adventures. I've been hangning out with Charley Nelson (c-note) and jake coker (snake) and all of them for the most part so if you haven't really heard from me..thats why...tilted street team! but yeah it's nice to know you can rely on people and already have set what you're going to do. mon-thurs nothing goes on (*unless there's a tilted lids concert*)cause we all got work and school...friday-everyone kinda does their own thing...usually smoking green and picking up some white bitches...saturday-everyone parties and gets drunk in Wildflower at jake and charleys...lol...and sunday- we all wake up load up the bikes and roll out to the desert. so yeah it's pretty sweet...
on other news..i guess when i'm shit faced i leave my ex boyfriend messages..and when he got it he called me and asked me to come see him and talk to him....mind you...he supposedly hated me...and hasn't talked to me since about september...kinda wierd...but you know me...i went over anyways....we got things..settled i guess...
nothing else really new i guess....
tiredJan. 16th, 2006
12:57 pm
OMG~! SUPER CROSS WAS SO MUCH F*CKING FUN! Paula & Aj, Me & Nick! it was amazing. (it was also where me and nick first....ahhh) Of Course rick Carmichael won (who called it? yes me!) But it was all awesome!
Then...LAST night...we all hung out and stayed the night at AJs. We watched Jeepers Creepers and Texas chainsaw mascare. Then we took turns to go on a smoking break...would come back and cock block on eachother hard core...lol...it was fucking funny! AWw but it was so cute the way Nick holdsNick had to leave at like 6 in the morning to go to work and i wake up with AJ's arm around me...it was really wierd...so i pushed him back over to paula...lol...
WEll I had an awesome weekend...things are starting to look better...finally!
Broken, this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason
I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you, so you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I'd let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one
Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone
And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I'd let go, but there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only my only one
Here I go, so dishonestly
Leave a note, for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I'd let go, but there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one
giddyJan. 8th, 2006
09:55 pm - FLAGSTAFF!!!
DaMn! Flag was so much fucking fun! with the exceptions of a few things...lmao.
Well.... Me, Paula, Diana, Justin, Clement, Zack, and Aj all went up north for like a night and we all got there at 11:30 and were shit faced by 7:30! haha it was bomb! The ride there sucked cuase a lot of it's up hill and my poor little car was put-putting the entire way up...while aj's v6 dakota just ran up those effing hills like it was nothing...but i'm proud of my little car..hehe
We broke a plate, a door, and the door to the shower...lol...but we fixed it all...
But the funniest part was trying to get clement down stairs to his bed...we couldn't drop him cause his rips were already broken from the accident, so we just layed him at the top of the stairs and told him to walk his ass down...then we were finally asleep, he rolls over and straight socks me in the face and we both woke up out of a dead sleep.... it was funny..but it hurt..lol. then he rolled over again and my hand went into his eye...haha PAY BACK'S A BITCH RYAN! just kidding
The worst part was that everyone was edgy and cranky cause we had NO WEED! it sucked.. so we just had to get extra drunk
but all we all had a good time...but next time...it's cali baby!
Ryan - Slob on my knob.....like corn on the cob~ hahahaha good times
wondering....Jan. 4th, 2006
11:54 am
WOW!
Last night...
we talked, laughed, smoked, and hung out like nothing had ever gone wrong....it was weird, but nice...the way he talked to me, and how we had conversation....but the most weird part...was the leaving...
he got up with his friends to leave, and he didn't avoid me this time like he usually does...usually he'd walk all the way around me but this time to walked right up to me, said bye, and gave me a hug.
For that moment i heard nothing, all i felt was his warm neck and cheek on mine and i knew i never wanted to let go. This was the moment i had been waiting for..where we finally gotten over everything, when i could finally tell him the things i only tell his friends when i'm drunk, when i could finally set things right. it seemed like we hugged forever, but then it ended. my heart screaming at me, do it now, tell him everything, let him know...but my head was screaming, no don't, you'll just screw everything up and make it worse...i stood there, looked at him holding back my tears and said "bye gene".
This song fits me now better than ever
"What hurts the most, was being so close
And having so much say, and watching you walk away
ANd never knowin, what could have been
And not seeing that love in you, is what i was trying to do"
missing himDec. 29th, 2005
09:36 am
FINALLY!!!
The other night, when i was hanging out with zack, he asked me if i could take him to go pick up his friend ryan who lived right down the street..so i asked...ryan who..and as soon as Clement came out i freaked the fuck out! lol..so i hung out with ryan again last night cause i hadn't seen him since he crashed his truck (scariest moment of my life). And then he tell me that him and john got into ANOTHER roll over...this time in john's truck...(which means they must have been doing something stupid because john's truck is REALLY low) but anyways i was just happy to see him again!
Other that nothing much going on over here...lovin christmas break...getting drunk and high all the time...lol...and i can't wait till all of us go up north...its gonna be tight! lol well write later
chipperDec. 27th, 2005
11:46 pm
D-Loc, you can label me an Outcast.
Runnin’ through you city like a motherfuckin’ house rat.
I stay punk rock on some D.G.A.F. shit.
Don’t Give A Fuck type hype beotch.
(RICHTER)
Got it tatted on my arm, my boys 1st time blastin’.
Think I’m a freak, look at you when I’m laughin’.
You work at 99%, nuff said.
I’m livin in the one with the Krown on my head.
(LOC)
Kottonmouth’s smoked out.
All Krown down.
Born in OC, representing P-Town.
With the real type beats that vibrate your speaks.
Hip-hop punk rock we just don’t stop.
Best part of that entire song right there...
nothing new here...same old shit new day...but it's all good...cause one day ashley is gonna introduce me to D-loc....lmao...
high...as always!Dec. 18th, 2005
04:04 pm
yay...I finally found him....my baby...the only thing was he was right in front of me the entire time and i just never saw it!
hehe...hopefully everything is going to work out better this time around...i can tell it will cause it feels so much better!
Well darling i love you....and i'll be seeing you in a little while!
lovedDec. 14th, 2005
09:59 pm
So...I decide to skip lunch with some friends...and we went to this chinese food place in side basha's....as i'm walking up i look and low and behold....there he is, standing there...he looks up at me, gives me a weird look and keeps ordering his food.... i paused as if the whole word stopped and looked down and away... he didn't say hi or anything...just kept looking back....my heart stopped...
Gotta change ma answering machine
Now that I'm alone
Cuz right now it says that we
Can't come to the phone
And I know it makes no sense
Cus you walked out the door
But it's the only way I hear your voice
Anymore
(It's ridiculous)
It's been months for some reason I just
(Can't get over us)
And I'm stronger than this
(Enough is enough)
No more walking 'round with ma head down
I'm so over being blue
Crying over you
(Chorus)
And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing
You were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs
So sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
Gotta fix that calender I had
That's marked July 15th
Cuz since there's no more you
There's no more anniversery
I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you
And your memories
And now every song reminds me
Of what used to be
(Chorus)
That's the reason
I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing
You were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs
So sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
O-o-h (Leave me alone)
Leave me alone (Stupid love song)
Hey,
Don't make me think about her smile
Or having my first child
Then lettin go
Turning of the radio
(Chorus x3)
Cuz I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing
She were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs
So sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(So why can't I turn off the radio?)
Why can't I turn off the radio?
........................................
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
I'm holding it in...Dec. 7th, 2005
07:28 pm
He he he...
soo....nothing new i guess... can't wait till this weekend hanging out with paula, doug d, and zimmerman...its gonna an eventful weekend...maybe we'll go off roading in dougs truck (paula lol)
Dillan...i just want to say thank you sooo much....you've always been there and helped me out and it means a lot...this song reminds me of you...like what you said to me...well except for some of it...lol..you'll understand...
He's flying high tonight
He's got a brand new lover
Here you come a-runnin'
You're looking for some cover
I know you're sad and lonely
I know you're feeling blue
You miss him so much
Won't let me get to close to you
CHORUS:
Oh he ain't worth missin'
Oh we should be kissin'
Stop all this foolish wishin'
He ain't worth missin'
I know your head is turnin'
I know your heart is burnin'
Girl you gotta listen
Don't you know he ain't worth missin'
You know I'm here to save you
But you ain't through cryin' yet
Look at your pretty face
All red and soakin' wet
I'm gonna try to make him
Just a memory
Come on baby let's get started
First thing you got to see
CHORUS:
Oh he ain't worth missin'
Oh we should be kissin'
Stop all this foolish wishin'
He ain't worth missin'
I know your head is turnin'
I know your heart is burnin'
Girl you gotta listen
Don't you know he ain't worth missin'
If you need someone to hold you
Someone to ease your pain
Well I'll be holding steady
Girl when you get ready
I'm gonna show you
Love is a good thing
Yeah, love is a good thing
CHORUS:
Oh he ain't worth missin'
Oh we should be kissin'
Stop all that foolish wishin'
Ooh the boy ain't worth missin'
I know your head is turnin'
I know your heart is burnin'
Girl you gotta listen
Don't you know he ain't worth missin'
CHORUS:
Oh he ain't worth missin'
Oh we should be kissin'
Stop all that foolish wishin'
He ain't worth missin'
I know your head is turnin'
I know your heart is burnin'
Girl you gotta listen
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